Quite a day... I couldn't get quite get going and stay going today. I got up at 7:30 when Punky got up. Got him ready, fed him breakfast, then got ready myself. He and I went to the store to buy his daycare provider a pink rose for finishing the 3 day Breast Cancer walk over the weekend. Then I went to school. I was excited to start "designing" this year's classroom layout, but I just couldn't keep going...it's like my mind was elsewhere today... not sure where it was, but it wasn't with me! I spoke with my sister for quite a bit today. I miss living by her...although we do talk quite a bit...almost daily! (Well, usually daily during the week!) I had to vent to her for quite some time about the hubby. Saturday was not a very good night at our house. I came downstairs and caught hubby reading my blog. He was irate and very testy about it. When I asked why he was upset, he said "I don't think this is a very good use of your time!" WHAT?!?!?!? Excuse me?!?!?!?!? He went on to say that there is laundry to be done, dishes to be put away, etc. I was livid... I work during the day. I come home and watch Punky until hubby gets home. Then he plays with Punky while I make a baby dinner and our dinner. Then after Punky goes down for the night, I try to spend some time with Hubby... When is MY TIME?!?!?!? Hubby drives over 2 hours total to and from work each day...he has plenty of time to think and process his day. Where is mine? Then, when I asked if he was going to read the whole thing, he said "You're damn straight since anyone else can read it online..." I came down a few minutes later and asked again if he was going to read the whole thing, and he said, "If you don't want me to read it, then don't post it online! Why can't you just open up a word document and type in there each night?! Why publish it?" The questions continued, but by this time, I couldn't even see straight...my anger was blurring my vision. I had to vent all of this to my sis today. :) I feel better about it now, but it still irks me... I could get all worked up about it again, but I won't....... pick your battles... I didn't even have anything really about him in the blog...it was just the whole principle of the thing. Again, I am up too late, but I feel so much better after typing here each night. It makes me sleep more soundly. it's kind of literal...my random nagging thoughts leaving me through my fingers each night...and I leave them here while I crawl upstairs into bed... pleasant dreams...
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- Tinjaw said...
- I'm not taking sides here. Nope. No way. Not going to happen.- balance - I can't stand a dirty apartment either. However, I can't remember if my Mom cleaned our house or not, but I sure remember her spending oodles of time with me when I was young. I won't thank her now for dusting my room, but I would thank her for spending time with me.
- Tinjaw said...
- But I do pay a few extra hundred dollars to live in a new clean apartment instead of the cheaper dirtier end of town.:-p But, nope, not going to pick sides here. :)
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