disquietude

GO BEARS! :) I love when Chicago beats the Vikings!!!

What a rough week this has been. Punky and I are sick. I self-diagnosed mine as a cold/sinus infection so I refilled my last antibiotic refill. :( Still feel like crap. Punky has a runny nose...and boy is it ever runny! Ick! Poor guy! I've still been on and off again dizzy now for almost 3 weeks! Doc in Urgent Care said it was vertigo.......not sure, but it sucks.

I've been working on Punky's 1st Birthday party for the IL family/friends. Just finished licking the last envelope for invitations... I have to call Superdawg now to see if I can get them to cater it. YUMMY!

Really weird and disturbing dream last night... I had to chose between hubby and somebody else and I couldn't make up my mind. I was so confused and felt so "in the middle" and torn. I didn't want to hurt ANYONE's feelings. So, being as confused as I was, I wanted to be neutral for awhile to sort things out. hubby was very hurt and it crushed me to see him like that. i had given him back my wedding ring while i "thought" for awhile. in the meantime, he scooped up Punky and flat out left... I was horrified that he took the little guy. I woke up so upset! It took me quite awhile to fall back asleep...and the dream just kept in the corner of my mind today. i hate that... where did that come from? i am almost afraid to fall asleep tonight anticipating the uneasiness will come rushing back to my mind...and my tummy....

not too much else is new... i've been lying low... as I really don't feel well...

joyous afterthought......11 months ago tonight, i was enjoying the epidural and waiting in great anticipation for Punky's arrival....little did I know that I was only 30 hours into a 39 hour ordeal! seems like yesterday.......yet it seems like years ago! time sure works funny as of late...